It's 2am and I'm writing this instead of finishing a paper or going to sleep.

I really don’t know what’s wrong with me. When I should have been finishing my last paper of the semester I was writing code for a web page I have been working on in my free time. I wish I could find that magic bullet that would allow me to take the passion and drive I have for programming and instantly redirect that energy into other areas of my life. Plus my sleep schedule doesn’t help. I generally sleep till 8 or 9am and then stay up till 1-2am. Only problem with that is when you have class or a job that wants you there at 8.

Basically there just are not enough hours in the day to get all the things done I have and my brain has shut down from overload. The only time I get to slow down and truly process everything from my week is when I’m asleep. Having mental overload can make for some very interesting dreams. I would slow down but unfortunately I have to work in order to pay bills and for school.

Well it can’t last forever. That’s about all that is pulling me through right now. Things will change. They always do, I just don’t know when.